I don't want to be cool, I don't want to be different. I don't want to be friendly, I don't want to be mean. I don't want to be happy, I don't want to be sad. I don't want to be funny, I don't want to be serious. I don't want to be cute, I don't want to be ugly. I want to be Nikolai, a variety of opinions that create who I am today.